It is funny how you don’t really realize how much of an
effect Jumpstart and your kids have on you until you go away for a week. For me, spring break couldn’t have come any
sooner. It saved me at the exact moment that I felt like I was going to lose it
from the stress of midterms and those last minute assignments that the
professor wanted to get done in between the snow. Going home was literally the
only thing I could think about, that is until Tuesday morning during spring
break came around and I literally felt a little stabbing in my heart. Jumpstart
for more than half a year was my therapy, and at some point around there, it
stopped feeling like work and started being fun. And even though I was on
vacation I felt like I needed to see our students. And I realized how much of
an effect Jumpstart had on me. Its funny how I have come to feel more
accomplished upon the completion of a cardboard mailbox that I just spent six
hours making than on an A on an exam, even with the knowledge that in a few
hours it will have been crushed by the weight of preschoolers who have decided
to crawl inside it.
But this past spring break I realized how much I missed
being in the classroom. With all the snow days and missed sessions leading up
to spring break, I really hadn’t been in the classroom for two and a half
weeks. I realized how much service meant to me and how much more accomplished I
felt doing it. The feeling of achievement after a child recites back to you the
story you had just read to them the session before, means more to me than a
crumpled mailbox on the floor. Jumpstart has grown to be more to me than just a
paycheck at the end of two weeks; it really has become my source of pride. I am
proud of our children, I am proud of their success and growth, and I am proud
of my own growth and success through this program. I feel as though Jumpstart
is helping the children just as much as it is helping its own members. It
instills in its members a sense of purpose and responsibility that I was
lacking. And because of that I am proud to be a Jumpstart member.
~Sinead Brennan
Corps member
Team Inspiration
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