In
preparation for the next session, I labored over bingo boards for five hours.
Logically, I understood the children did not care if I meticulously cut and
decorated each chart. During the first few minutes of Center Time, I watched as
all the children rushed to Dramatic Play like Wal-Mart customers on Black
Friday. And logically, I understood the children did not intend to personally
reject me. Yet I could not help but feel a little disappointed.
I
plastered a smile on my face and continued to match the letters alone, the
rejection stinging. A few minutes later,
however, a girl came and sat beside me. I started to incorrectly match the
letters, hoping she would notice. She did immediately, forcibly removing the
letters from my hand with a shake of her head.
She
spread her arms wide, removing every letter from my reach. Clearly, I could not handle this responsibility. I
watched, occasionally peppering the silence with questions, as she diligently
matched the letters to the charts. Suddenly, she gave a whoop of surprise. “My
name!” she exclaimed, pointing at the chart. Across the top, the letters sat in
the correct order. In that moment, I felt so proud of her – and relieved that
my station could elicit that kind of reaction.
In
the end, she asked if she could take the chart. I nodded, “It does
say your name.” Though entirely coincidental, I felt like the instance serves
as a reminder: Every hour spent on materials creation matters. That chart – cut
at exact ninety-degree angles, decorated and laminated – may sit at the bottom
of her backpack for months. Or the chart may earn a space on her refrigerator;
it may spark a conversation with a parent or sibling; or reminder her of her
inept Jumpstart friend who always failed to match the letters.~Ellery Spahr
Corps member
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